HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2nd Jan 2010, Saturday, Today

Today, Dad,sister and i went to pay visit to grandparents.

Went down to Causeway point to hang around and watch ‘Bodyguards and Assassins, 十月围城’. It was a great movie. Meaningful and acting was good. Everything seemed so real. The whole show was at the climax all the way to the end. Anyone should watch it. Then, went home and fetch mother home and then here i am blogging everything out..haahaa =D

1st Jan 2010, Friday

I woke up today to find out that Sister and Weiqi made eggs for us for breakfast. Good arh? Wake up got food eat. haha.

Following, Si Nuan and Sister started to make ham and luncheon meat for the 4 of us. And Si Nuan made cheese egg exclusively for us..(Though she wanted it herself.)

Then we headed down to Tampines Mall to buy my Clay Mask at Watsons and Body Shop to get Si Nuan’s Retractable blusher brush and Sister’s Body Lotion and Lip Balm. While we were buying our stuffs, Dad and Weiqi went to Starhub to settle their phone bills and problems.

Then went on to watch [ 刺陵 ]. Not nice at all. Wasted money. Slip shot and no meaning.

Then, dad sent them home and we headed home later. Another tiring and fruitful day ended. =D

31 Dec 2009, Thursday, Day of Family Gathering

Yep, Cousins came to my house early to bake cookies and cakes for everyone. It was fun doing it with them. And the products were delicious~~~ =D

Then in the night, went together to my house’s coffee shop to have ‘Zhi Char’ Nice food at a very reasonable price. XD

We spent the last day of 2009 and the 1st day of 2010 together. Nice feeling!! =)

Then, Si Nuan and Weiqi stayed over at my house.

Great fun spending time with them.

=D

Go to HELL!!!!

Today is the start of school.
And it was really hectic.
Went to school from 12pm to night time 8.30pm
This is because we have to set up 1st Avenue.
We have to complete putting up our display.
And i saw carol and she saw me too from the window display as she just finished her lecture then. =D
And it was damn tiring.
There is something i really want to ask:” why is it that teachers can be so biased that they turn into blind people? They only see those they like and only see and recognize the things done by the people they like? And then treat those whom they either dislike or can’t be bothered as trashes and people who can do the shitty work for them?”
他妈的！！！ This is really what i want to say to them then.
But who will care?
Shit ASS PEOPLE!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND OUR FIRST!!!

Ho Ho Ho!!!

Today went out with cousins.

Had lunch at Dome at Marina Square and then went off to meet Serene, yimin, Geok Teng and Qian Han at Far East.

Ate again with them at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe. Left at 6.30pm to meet my cousins again to watch movie and returned home.

Movie was Sherlock Holmes and it was not bad. Other shows are mostly booked..heehee

Thursday, 24th Dec 2009, Christmas Eve

Yep, It’s our first time..

We went drinking at Baracuda, The Music Bar at Clarke Quay.

I had Vodka Lime and Wneqi had Lychee Martini.

Carol had Mocktail,but i forgot her drink name..but it was sweet though, very sweet..ahha

We left for porridge at Bedok Central after our ‘K’ at Chai Chee Community Centre.

At ‘K’, we celebrated Carol’s Birthday. And she loved the cake wenqi and i baked.. *Phew!!!*

We loved it too. wonder how the leftover cake turns out to her family..haha

Then went to Cityhall and walked all the way to Clark Quay as there was ample time before the actual party starts.

Explored the whole of Clark Quay’s Pubs, Bars and Clubs, and ended in Baracuda.

Nice ambience there. Crowd there is not bad but the waiters there are kind of funny.

Then, me and Wenqi couldn’t take the bloatedness of the cold wind blowing at us, and so felt quesy (in addition to the liqour). so we went home 1st. Cabbed home. Puke in the taxi. ahah..Taxi uncle damn funny, said:”那边有袋子，不要吐在我的车。”haha he thought we had loads of liqour. LOLS

Then went home and slept like a log..

Wednesday,23rd Dec 2009, Baking Day

Yeah!!!

I’ve successfully baked the chocolate cake for carol’s birthday with Wenqi

Had fun decorating the cake with icing and then smearing the icing back to flatness.

haha.

It was fun…=D

I realised, Baking and Cooking is turning out to be my forte and my interest now… =D

Piccas Uploaded asap!!! =D

Like Us…

Today was Project Day.
9am was the time we were supposed to meet but i think everyone was late. I waited for haf an hour before anyone appeared. Well, at least we completed the whole project in 1 hour.
Anyway,on the way to school, i saw a pair of siblings board the bus with their mother.
Watching them caring for each other, especially the elder sister. They remind me of my sister and i – of how she used to treat me when i was little. She cared for me and entertain me and let me do the things i wanted. She didn’t really fight with me for any toys when i was little. she Simply gave me what i wanted.

Now, we are having our own private lives because we have matured. But our relationship didn’t change much. We even told each other secrets and our feelings of different people in our lives. Although, there are many times when we bicker and fight, in the end, we still get back together.

Who knows, maybe this pair of siblings might turn out to be like us,or even better. =D

Excited!!!=D

I realised, i will be busy for the whole of next week.

Monday will be outing with wenqi to get carol’s slippers.
Tuesday will be final touching up of the project.
Wednesday will be the day of baking.
Thursday will be outing with my beloved (and Yilin may join at night).
Friday will be x’mas and b’dae celebration with poly clique.
Left saturday and sunday to sleep and prepare for 28th dec’s sch reopen.

Excited!!! Especially for 24th dec.=D

Sensitive or really accurate?

I wonder if it’s me being too sensitive, or me being really that accurate.

I wonder if both are true, Should i be happy that i’m really that good in guessing games and interpretations or i should be sad because i know what she is saying and why she said that.

I don’t know if she knows about this new blog i have. But i have to say this:
” if your personal message of ” let’s stay at our distance” is what i think it is, then all i have to say is i’m sorry if i spoke to you and you didn’t like it, but it’s quite obvious to me, or even my sister, that you certainly is a weird person in terms of having a conversation with me, because you don’t seemed to be able to accept the fact that we can still be normal friends and can chat through the web. And it’s really obvious to someone unrelated to you who thinks that it’s really you who have the problem because i have already made the 1st step to speak but u seemed to shun away.”

So, if that’s what u want, then this is really the last thing i say to you :”无论你在哪里，我都不会跟， 而你我都知道原因所在。。”

AHHHHH!!!..I should be better of dead!..

Dead..Better off dead.

I feel like i’m kind of insulted by them.

why?

i bought presents for them.

And today we went out to get our project’s cloth.

and i remembered that i want to get X’mas pretz for my little cousin and my other 2 girl cousins.

So was in Takashimaya.

entered the departmental store and asked them what i should get for my cousins.

They saw the items (the ones i bought for them though they dont know i got those for them).

And they said this:” 我觉得这些东西没有用的。 是我就不会买这些给她们。 很幼稚。”

I didn’t show them my unhappiness. Just thought to myself:”then should i give them those? I think better not. I will just give them to my cousins who know how to appreciate them more.”

I feel so insulted. But i keep telling myself that they are harmless. They don’t know about it. They didn’t mean it. Not their fault….

But, i keep thinking: “Why do i hate to hear and see them speaking to each other and in whispers and keep teasing me?”

Then last Saturday, i went to Takashimaya with sister to get the x’mas pretz.

On the way there on bus, i asked or should i say, i told her this particular thing or question in my heart:” why is it that my friends always think that i don’t smile? Why is it that they always think me as a person who can’t smile? Why do they always think that i’m fierce? “

Then now i think of this:”Why is it i hated being treated this way? Why do i the one who get to observe this? Why is it that they don’t see the things i do for them? Why do i feel this way? WHY????!!!! I dont and can’t choose how i was born!!! I can’t do anything about my face. I CAN”T CHANGE MYSELF BECAUSE I DON’T LIKE THE WAY THEY TREAT ME!!! Am i asking for too much? Does asking them to stop their trap and focus on their parts more,too much? Does asking them to produce better quality work, too much? Does my face ask them too much? I tried to use the soft ways. It’s obvious they don’t work so i decided to use the hard ways. And they don’t work as well. What am i supposed to do? DIE?!! KILL THEM??!!! How i wish… “

Nevermind. I still have to see worst people than them. To think of it now, i think i can still keep up with their nonsense for another year.

And it’s still true, they do bring some laughter to my life. But i really dislike the way they treat me. I’m a serious freak to them, most likely due to the attitude i give them. But, since they know i give them this attitude, they should know well that i take everything seriously of what they say and do. But, it seems clear to me now, they Dont know that at all.

Maybe, they still lack the things or traits to become my good friends. They are still at square 1 – poly clique.

How i wish i can be more independent, in the sense that i need no one, no clique, by my side. Like no one knows me ,as if i’m dead. So i have lesser frustrations and anger.

Well, i have to see them tomorrow for project.

That’s all.

Nights!!

And

Thanks for reading my frustrations. I Do appreciate that.=D

Over… Then Christmas Crash..

It’s Over..

I have completed my last paper.

And then it’s time for the holidays.

But why am i not at all happy?

I kind of feel so hopeless and helpless.

There’s nothing anymore.

It’s seemed so empty now.

Nothing to do.

But well, i ought to cheer up.

At least the worst of studying is over for now..

Okays.

Now, have to plan for outings and then Christmas Crash..

Spend Spend Spend…

How i wish i have all the money in the world so i can spend all day and night and don’t need to care how much money is thrown away, because it all returns to me in the end..

La Capo De La Vida.. You know what it means?

It means – A Cup Of Life.

Life is an empty cup when you are born and then it slowly feels up with the experience you have- sweet, sour, salty and bitter. Then as you age, you start to finish up what you want and need to do until the last drop in the cup. This is my type of interpreting. Passive huh?

That’s me. =)

張婧最強力主打首張專輯” 一直走”

New New New..

She has a beautiful voice.

Her songs are full of meaning.

Her songs helps me to relax..

I admire her talent.

Jia You!!=) enjoy the songs..

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

My Love for Now…

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